So basically in my first blog post I was pretty confident and wrote that I'll be posting a lot of interesting stuff and that didn't happen at all but let's just say that I got preoccupied! I haven't written since then and I tought of suddenly restarting my blogging project so here I am...with absolutely no experience and no idea about what I'm doing! I still have no idea what exactly I want to send out through my blogs but I'm don't think I'll ever get an idea so I'll just write about what ever I think is the hot and current topic or something like that! Currently a sort of problem or situation, or whatever you'd like to call, that I'm facing right now is growing up! Like I'm at this age where everyone is asking me about my plans for the future, my passion and all sorts of stuff like that and honestly I haven't really tought about it that much at all! Just thinking about all that makes me go crazy!! Next year I'll be in the 10th grade and everyone is all on top of you when you reach 10th cause of the board exams and all that cause it decides your future and all that shit! Honestly right now all I want to do is escape from all that and  travel the world or something! The other day I was at this store and the owner, this lady who has a daughter who's studying economics in London, literally just grilled me with all these questions like what's your passion, what do your think is better  if you do this and that, which college have you decided on, have you done your research on this college and this option and that and honestly all those questions freaked me out cause I didn't have an answer to most of them. Most of what she was trying to tell me is absolutely true! I guess it's just that I'm not really prepared for what life has in store for me! I'm not exactly facing the problem of growing up...it's just that I guess I still want to stay very young and just enjoy life the way it is! Anyways I have tried to put in some effort and figure out what I really want to do in the future! My ambition when I was a kid was to become an animator! I was just very fascinated by it all. And then I wanted to become an interior designer, then an architect and then loads of other stuff I can't remember! Right now I have set my goal on becoming a doctor! I want to help and give back to the world in some way! Corny I know but it's the truth! I really do want to do a lot in life! I want to make enough money and maybe buy a Bugatti veyron! I want to live in London and maybe New York! But at the end of the day all this depends in you, your hard work, your perseverance, your determination and your belief and faith in what you do! I could go on and on now but I think I'm going to stop here! So all you guys out there who are sort of facing the same problem as me- don't worry you will get through, of course there will be lot of obstacles and pain but believe in yourself and never give up!